“I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.”
― Jack Kerouac

speak quietly to yourself & promise there will be better days. whisper gently to yourself and provide assurance that you really are extending your best effort. console your bruised and tender spirit with reminders of many other successes. offer comfort in practical and tangible ways - as if you were encouraging your dearest friend. recognize that on certain days the greatest grace is that the day is over and you get to close your eyes. tomorrow comes more brightly…

—Mary Anne Radmacher (via observando)


all I do anymore is sleep, feel bad for myself, and take selfies


(via simpl-i)

How long has it been since someone touched part of you other than your body?

—Laurel Hoodwrit (via larmoyante)

(via simpl-i)

The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. — So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.

—John 3:8 (via resolutewoman)

You either like me or you don’t. It took me twenty-something years to learn how to love myself, I don’t have that kinda time to convince somebody else.

—Daniel Franzese

Peach Cobbler and Ice tea

Moving next month. We thought this place was more stable until we buy a house or something but it turns out it wasn’t. Landlord sold the house to someone else who is raising the rent triple of what we pay now. So we are out. We find an OK place to live. I think we were just frustrated continuing to look. But it will be nice to be back in a town we know and people we like. And finally we can decorate and make it home. I look forward to this most. The organization and the beauty of your own things all together to describe you as a couple is great. So when we move in and get things settled the first thing I am doing is making peach cobbler with brandy and Ice Tea. We should just move south. :)

This summer:

Crew game. I just want a damn brat and hotdog while watching soccer.

Many cookouts on our patio. I even have a little gardening space.

Finish changing my name in all legal places.

Hocking Hills trip with friends.

Fishing and Hiking

Going to Florida in August. Trying to find a place outside the county for October.

Canoe trip in Cincinnati.


Learn bless the lord on violin.

IDK there is so much I want to do. So behind on work all the time sucks my time away. Being lazy sucks my time away. I need a structure again. Get up, work the F out even if I dont want to, do some bible time, work, and then have some fun. So many goals and I must keep going.